A Black Cloud

It's been a pretty horrible week. Redundancies were announced at work first thing on Monday morning. My department has so far remain intact but some of the other departments have been pretty badly hit. A particularly good friend from another team was asked to leave and it's just been awful. I know everyone's relieved that it wasn't them but who knows what will happen in the coming weeks, months? I know I've walked around with forced cheerfulness for a good part of the week until today rolled round. I'm tired, I'm fed up and it feels like my head is going to explode. I feel like I've been looking over my shoulder wondering if it's me who is going to be called up next. A few months ago picking up my bag and walking out of the main doors would have been easy. But now ... an endless stream of worries.

So this is what adulthood feels like?

*A food blog gone slightly melodramatic...